"Touched" - Its a Eternity to come

Touched:

I just listened to a speech I gave when I was a member of Toastmasters back in 2006

This speech was to be about me and I said "this is the hardest speech I would ever make because of this fact of needing to talk about myself.

I was touched, I was touched by my creator.
"I am better then who I use to be but I am not yet who I inspire to be" OBMO

Most won't start to take part in one's own life or health until you get a chronic disease William Osler

God is a present help in my life because I am here OBMO

Dec. 31st 2005 God wrote the below letter to me:

Its a Eternity to come, The Moment:
To my son you have been a good son you have withstood all the trials of life and not given up. I gave you everything that you needed and will need in this life, I gave them to you at birth. The time since then I have used your experiences to get you to know that you have had the power all the time. "There's no place like home" remember that one? The home is inside of you thank you for trusting in me and trusting in yourself. I want to also thank you for continuing to do my work, I will continue to do yours as well. I will open the heavens and send you another blessing, cause you have already been blessed you don't yet have room to received the blessing I have for you.

Thanks for co-creating with me it will all come together.

Namaste

And that is OBMO

What Is Behind That Door?

A man dies and an Angel come to bring him to heaven. While on the way to meet GOD they pass many doors. The man ask what in there? The Angel reply you don't want to see because it is painful to see. The continue on and see another door. Same question what is behind that door? The Angel reply's are you sure you want to see? The man say's yes I really want to see. So they open the door filled with everything that you could imagine or ever even dreamed of. The man asked what is all of this. The Angel reply's this is everything the God had in store for you. The man was saddened by this fact. To my understanding it is because we lack faith and it limits us from achieving all that is waiting for us to explore.

So have faith for it is the only thing we will be judge on.

OBMO

Do you feel on your own?

I was asked by my wife "are we on our own" meaning do we support each other or more importantly do I support her.

My answer is yes we are on our own. The reason being is we come into this world on our own, we will leave on our own. In addition to being on our own we have lots of people in between that time of birth to death that help us along our journey.

Even though we are on our own we have a creator that I know as GOD who is there with us the whole time. When I think about my GOD he is waiting for me to get out of the way and allow all the glory that is in store for me.

It gets right back to the point of FEAR, and this will stop you from breathing, living and loving if you let it. The whole time the spirit of the living GOD is there willing, ready and able to do all things if we just believe. Not only believe that he will but believe that it has already been done.

While we are on our own don't we still have the support of our friends and family? I think so because GOD has no power here on earth. Ya I said it, no power here on earth. All of the power comes from the workings of God's people.

I will give you an example of what I am talking about. I was a temporary employee at a fortune 500 company and was close to my 1 year contact expiring and was going to be let go. I did not worry about this because I have great faith in my work ethic and knew things would work out for me.

The person that worked in my current role decided to move on to another company leaving an open position. This is called free will on the part of the person leaving, God's will was working as well to provide me with a permanent position with this company. The person knew that I wanted to gain employment so was he also on my side? I think so on some level even thought I think he wanted someone else to be in the position but understood that the best person in the eyes of the person doing the hiring would select the best person for the job.

We tend to give up on things when we are close to being at the finish or as my wife stated the "Door of Bliss". When we choose what is in our heart is that not bliss? I would say that it is the universe working to give us the Yes principle described in another blog of mine. If that is true do we really make mistakes? They appear to be mistakes but are really all things coming together to give us what we want. Hence is why I told my wife that YES she was turning away at the point when she was the closest. To be honest I have no idea but if she believes it, it is.

While God is her true help meat and I am there for her when she needs it. In some or most cases I don't know how or for what but I am there. I am never there in the way's she wants such as talking, walking or saying the right things at the right times. I tend to say the wrong thing at the wrong time, but is it really the wrong time? I don't really believe in accidents, I believe everything happens for a reason.

Support for me is not supporting them when the going is good or when you support someone for who you want them to be. Supporting someone is knowing that they are going to get through the issue. People want to be loved and trusted the same way that I feel my God supports me. I think we as humans can support our friends and family's in the same ways but after choose not to because we are lacking in the faith that the person is supporting us.

Thanks Nikki for inspiring this blog

OBMO

Time for check up from the neck up

"I am whatever you say I am, if I wasn't then why would you say I am". If you don't know who said it search it.

The point of this to me is that I choose not to argue to prove or disprove your thoughts because they are whatever you say they are, if they weren't then why would you say they are. Your truths are your truths for you to have all to yourself unless we agree.

Not that a person should not be open to others thoughts but you should not let them lead you unless you agree.

Lets take the first two works "I AM" this statement is a strong one that something to take note of, because we are. The truth needs no explaining or defending, it just is and it is your no matter what it is.

Think of your thoughts as seeds and your words as water, when you speak it you water it with your words. This is important to take the time to understand because the universes answer to everything is YES. Yes to the bad, Yes to the sad and Yes to what you are expecting or wanting.

When you say I am poor the universal response is YES.
When you say I am ugly the universal response is YES.
When you say I am a child of GOD the universal response is YES.
When you say I am Rich the universal is YES

I think you get the point of what I am saying and if you don't read it again.
Look back at your life at all the things you have asked for. All the things from the good to the bad and you will see that you have already received or it is on delay, delay meaning it is on the way.

I have done this and I have found that pretty much everything has happened or it is on delay. so have some faith, it is what we will be judged on. I don't mean faith when everything is going well, I don't mean when you have the 9 suits, 9 cars, 9 houses or the 9 wife's if that is your fancy. But when you have only one of each of them, or only one of them. My question is DO YOU HAVE ANY FAITH? It is easy to have faith when you have everything you ever wanted or when you peers deem you as successful. If you don't think so just keep living and life will happen to you too.

The thing I get most out of the bible is "Faith"! Do you have any? At what point did you loose it, what happened in your life that made you think that FEAR was the better alternative?
Fantasized = To conceive fanciful or extravagant notions, ideas, suppositions, or the like.
Emotions = An affective state of consciousness in which joy, sorrow, fear, hate, or the like, is experienced, as distinguished from cognitive and volitional states of consciousness.
Appearing = To come into sight; become visible
Real = Being an actual thing

I have found very little in my life where FEAR serves me. My example of this fear is my desire to jump out of a plane with a para shoot of course, not having FEAR doesn't give you the right to be stupid. The reason this is a FEAR is because my mind See's no reason to jump out of a perfectly fine plane. I can see jumping out of one that is on fire or going down because of mechanical reasons, but a well working plane.

Not me, but I like to overcome my FEAR because it is an empowering thing to do and achieve. So YES I can jump out of a perfectly fine plane and live to talk about it. We as a people are scared to stand out before our peers. It is one of the reasons we don't do as well as we can in school, because our friends will think we are chumps or nerds or something. We tend to be like sheep playing follow the leader or Shepherd in the sheep case. When the Shepherd is scattered in the mind, the sheep are scattered.

My challenge for us all is that we Do a Check up from the Neck up or in this case train the tongue to speak to what we want, need or desire. In doing this we check our thoughts while checking our minds freeing our body's our souls and our life's. When we free our mind we are free.

Thanks Cuz for the inspiration to write this

OBMO